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I guess shit is working out how its suppose to. I'm getting calls from him and this must mean something. Yes I will do anything in my power to keep this together , but seriously am I really good at that ? I just came out of a unhealthy relationship and look at me barging in another like its no BIG deal when in reality is HUGE. I mean I'm just having fun right?.. As if toying with someones emotions is a game that everyone plays.. I don't know.