I blame myself for my idiotic actions i take upon myself. I feel doomed with all this animosity. Like as if there wasnt another answer. People need to open their eyes to the bigger picture.. I consider myself as one of those 'looking at the bigger picture' type of people. I feel so alone at times its not even funny. And then i start to contemplate about all the people i know and its like DAMN.. But all i could say to myself is stay up & dont listen to what others have to say because at the end they are HUMAN and they DO feel the same emotions i feel so no need to worry. PEACEE X3