Hi there, cold day, mixed emotions. Eyes start to swell up as the tears begin to drown me. If you dont want to deal with my bullshit simply dont talk to me SIMPLE AS THAT. I have my period so that explains my attitude towards life. I feel RABIA .... Feel like tearing shit apart , screaming, yelling all that ... I am crazy i know it for a fact ... but you know what i accept it .. No biggie . Anyways im talking to some guy named Jonathan. I find him cute others may not but it is I that finds he attractive so therefore they have no say in my emotions toward him. I am begining to develop feelings for him and i dont know if this is good or bad .. the bad part that has already been established is that he goes to the same school as me.. you know how that goes.. I am the type that does not like being tied down in no situation let alone one with a guy from my school.I have alot of speculators in that school and its begining to annoy me .. Well wait it has always botherd me but i am passionately strong about people interfearing with my personal life. Shit, like mind your business. Thats what i have been yellin to everyone at school today i was extremely pissed off .. ugh .. wow it seems like i wrote down a fuking book ... times like these is when i need god.. Times like these is when i need A BLUNT .. true story .. For the niggas Holla if you have me, FUCK you if you had me. What nourishes me, destroys me .. HOFFA