me

At times I feel like smokeing my life away. But I always hope for better days and they never let me down. I always keep my head up even if my heart is at war. I do have something to live for or in that case someone and that is myself.

Sometimes I don't think I just act. And that gets me in touble. Because peoples feelings get hurt and then I'm the one to blame. I can't help myself if everything I say is true. I speak bluntly to get my point across to you. And Im never one to sugar coat anything.Honesty is key but it might bring you enemys. Open your eyes and realize that this is a cold cut world. No one truly cares.

Memories go along with the ashes in my ashtray. My past is something I no longer associate with but why must it still linger? It's been a pest for as long as I can remember. I am fed up..


To be continued.

I don't know how to respond to ya ungenuine people. I can't even relate won't ever let you take me out on a date. I don't even know why ya attempt its the same old story its time to redempt.

Can I live ?

At times I don't even feel my own self, I ain't even going to lie. I feel dissapointed and agressive when things don't go my way. I get scared because when you loose, you start to become unfamiliar with yourself. And finding yourself again is not an easy situation to be in. Sitting around contemplateing wether or not this is the life you want to live, you'll give it all for a happy ending and some good kids. Unfortunately a lot of things are not handed to us like most people, but all am saying is can I live?