Nothing is forever.

This is something like my 'motto'. I've lived by this all my life basically. This is one reason why I never take relationships seriously. I rather keep my time than waste it. Taking risks is something I rarely do because I know I'll come out of there loosing something. Man I don't know. My whole marriage dreams are starting to get crushed. Getting married has been one of my main dreams since my child hood no lie, but I guess that applies to all females; right? Well as I get older I noticed a lot of things. I noticed that the couples you see on the street all happy and jolly and sometimes that you envy, they aren't as perfect as they look. Every realtionship has its sets of problems. And guys? They are very tricky, you have to distinguish the good ones from the bad ones early because if you don't you'll be fucked; literally.