over it.

Aright i admit it, my love life sucks. I don't know where I stand and I don't like it. No one really likes being alone and this is currently tearing me apart mentally. Cause see the old me wouldn't give a fuck whether or not I was single. But now is like theres this side of me that is yearing to explore love and everything that it has to offer. Me and Alex are not really talking right now. I think he is ignoring me. Too bad for him because when he decieds to come back it ull be too late and there will be no more second chances.There wont be no more us... if there ever was to begin with. At times i think to myself well hey i didn't waste all this time, we made it pretty far.. but for better or for worse i have to let him go because the relationship we have is unhealthy..I have to do whats right for me. He always takes my kindness for weakness, I'm over it. I will be patiently waiting untill the next one comes along.. which i know wont be long .. Like Hova said " And I'm on to the next one" ...