Badest truth

I'm so caught up, I'm so overwhelmed. It feels like I'm going crazy please go and get me some help. I'm so far gone, and yes I'm alone. I only roll with myself in case you didn't know. People claim this, people claim that , Im not believing nothing untill you prove all of that. I love myself too much to give it up that easy, baby I'm a lady it takes a lot to please me.

Ms. Ryder , you are one of my fave's <3

Lately..

So I'm sitting here with this incredible tooth ache. It's REALLY annoying! I mean really, I'm sure you know the feeling. Well I haven't wrote in a long time, I have to get back on my grizzy. I have been uninspired, tired or just plain lazy to write. Or maybe I didn't have anything worth writing or something that interesting to keep you or myself entertained. I've been living my life and enjoying it to say the least. The nice weather lately has given me the opportunity to actually chill, hang out and walk around. And I like it because that means less time at home. I'm going to continue taking it easy and doing me as usual. Life you have been treating me awesome, keep it coming please !

Trust no one.

I've came a long way from where I was in my past. And whenever situations arise where I am destined to move foward or backward , I always try to move foawrd. I hate going back into my past because all of that is already over and done with. Yes there are times when I sit and reminisce about the good times, but they have faded. So its up to me to make new memories ; better ones. At times I admit to being distant from people but thats something my past implanted in me. I can't seem to trust the people I want to trust. Because in the back of my mind "Trust no one" will forever be there.

Why is everyone so concerned about my sex life? Don't you have your own to worry about?!

Long gone

All I did was love you. But when shit started to get funny I had to switch up my style up. I was in denial for a while because i thought you were different. How naive of me , you could have stuck a knife in my back and still I wouldn't leave. I thought I couldn't breathe without you but truth is I'm exhaling better now. I have one less thing to worry about , baby you're so long gone.