Such a bore

This city is so lonely. Why? Why must everyone be so frightend to step out of there comfort zone and try new things. I feel as If we all need to lighten up. Seriously I hate when there Is NOTHING to do. It's such a tragedy and a bore. (SIGH). I didn't feel like writing but look at me writing. This is what it comes down to... Breaking the rules has its consequences yes, but I mean why not risk something for once. Fuck it!

Relations.

Relationships are difficult.What's even more hard is keeping lovefest together. I don't know about everyone else but when I have those sweet, movie type of moments .. My boyfriend always has to go fuck it up. But you know what Love is looking beyond the flaws. I've learned to dig deeper.. There are answers surrounding us.. They are all over the place. I guess most of us are just to blind to see em'.

Cope with thyself

I bare with myself only because I live with myself. I canno't get rid of myself but I do not wan't to. I learn from my mistakes although at times I obliviously commit the same error over and over again. I reiterate " I deserve better" great, now I just have to believe it..

LOYALTY & HONESTY ..

Fake individuals get no where In life.. NO WHERE, I rather be blatantly honest with myself and others who surround me than live a lie. I do not care wether or not I hurt your feelings because at the end of the day you are going to be glad I told you what it is. Everyone needs a TRUE friend ya digg!

Great my day just got WORSE !! So back to my post VV down there ... well i just finished throwing up.. nice

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What day... (sigh) it didn't turn out how I anticipated. I got a lovely text this morning from my baby, you know I thought I was going to be fine and slide right through the day but NO. Life decided to be a bit of a rebel.. See this is the problem with waiting for your friend to get ready to go to school.. When shes late, YOUR late.. I hate that shit with a passion. So from today on I take a pledge that I will no longer wait for anyone and take the damn ride by myself.. Anyways I felt BLAH the wholeee day today.. what a drag.. I think its because im really tired ? About to take a nap maybe, I have homework i need to do -_______-
Currently listing to: Unthinkable-Alicia Keys ft. Drake... Its been on replay ever since I can remember.. oh and another thing I have this problem were I forget things sooo quickly like I'll be talking about somthing and a split second later I'll be like uhhhh what was i just saying? Nooo goood man... Is there any pills for that ? Laterr.

Fuck jewels; I think my soul glows bright enough & fuck whips; I learn more when I ride the bus & fuck gold; it's bad enough that we fight for bucks & fuck hoes; 'cause in the end I need a man to love -- plus heaven is the life for us. . .