"I am convinced that the deepest desire within each of us is to be liberated from the controlling influences of our own psychic madness or patterns of fear. All other things—the disdain of ordinary life, the need to control others rather than be controlled, the craving for material goods as a means of security and protection against the winds of chaos—are external props that serve as substitutes for the real battle, which is the one waged within the individual soul."

Girls & Relationships.

Anticipating waiting for his call he has you like you've never witnessed before. Caught-up, in lust, and the best one; when your phone rings and your hoping that its him but you can't seem to find the "right" words to say...Hey?, hello?, Hi?, wuss sup?, Oh hey ?! (CLEARS THROAT)(SEXY VOICE) hello?! .. Yes very typical, its in all girls nature. We stay up all night wondering what hes up to or who hes spending the time that he should be spending with 'you'. Is he lieing? Hmm.. I don't want to call cause i don't want to seem "too on him" or "on his dick". We need to speak up more. You know? Voicing our opinion is something we must get to.

Mind.

There is no cure for the mind. It tells you one thing then it amends another. It drives you wild and will bring you to the conclusion that your not sane. Well your sane alright because I feel the same way. There is no escape to our thoughts, we just get more lost in them. The mind is so dysfunctional...

YUP

Nothing ever comes to you when you want it too.. Time has is lesuire.. ironic huh? I also noticed that friends come and go and the majority of the time they just USE you. I would know.. They come around more when they need a solid FAVOR "please" .. Well as we all know life goes on with or without anyone you thought you needed by yourside because mi⋅rac⋅u⋅lous⋅ly your still here. I am at the age where I am curious to know everything and am willing to do anything to find out .. but to come to think of it .. hasn't this been plain ol' mean from the GET?

My dick just died, can I bury it in your ass?

— best pick up line.

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The wind tells me all its secrets. But it makes sure to whisper them to me softly in case anyone else is around. It makes me cold everytime it comes around.. But when it does pass by it lets me know im not alone. IM BARELY HANING ON.

fuck you J

Fuck niggas, they expect everything to be handed to them .. Like pussy must fly there way. Fuck no ! Ima start getting on my gully shit with guys no doubt. I hate when guys are "feeling themselves" shit is SO NOT CUTE .. and yes this is for you Jonathan .. you swear you the man i dont even know why .. I tried yes i trieddd to make it work but that was blaintly not enough for you. So from now on i would no longer be looking your way , speaking your name , and whenever you pop up in my head ima be like nah that motha fucka is lame.. And just as you know, you would never EVER find another chick like me and thats word..