The sound of the flames are beggining to get louder. I can't stop misbehaving and not following rules. What I am supose to do ? I'm confused..

Running away from something bigger than me.

Running away from problems that I no longer feel like copeing with. My heart is pounding at the same rate as my thoughts is. I can't take it, I'm giving up, I'm relapsing, I DONT GIVE A FUCK! I've been down this road many times before but this man once told me 'just hold on and be strong'.