xo

I don't know why i still find myself thinking of you till this day. I said I was over you which I am but the truth is I think i still might love you. What we had was something I never had before and thats why it hit me hard. Seeing you now with your new gf on facebbook doesnt really bother me.. I just laugh because shes a downgrade from me. But hey if youre happy, be happy.. I dont know.. maybe is the weather that has me reminising or maybe its your clothes that are lying around my house that lingers you closer to me. Or is it the dreams, cause quite honestly I see you there too ... but listen life goes on ... and like you just wrote on your status " I love you enough to let you go " ...

bullshit.

As I get older, i view people differently. I learn about all their bullshit and fairy tail liess. But I get wiser as I go along. Headaches and pangs come around too but never stay around much. Sometimes I think incorrectly because im soo confused, unheard, sad? , lonely? I dont know.. My insanity has vanished. Growing and tearing about into a new me, a better me, a SMARTER me. Life is love but love is EVIL. "I think and therfore I am" I am a overachiever with the things i want in life, and starting off with you, that can be a lost case ;)