Without having the inability to speak, my mind will be shut behind big metal gates. I wouldn't be able to express myself to this world to which is oblivious to love but open to hate. Sin has been around since adam and eve and still we believe if we pray we will be clean of our bad deeds. When you redeem you will see the light

Completely careless.

As the days go by, I can't help but remain still. The silence eats up my soul and leaves nothing, if there was anything to begin with. I refrain from the world so much because I'm afraid of hurt and dispassion and ignorance and what other people have to say. But to come to think of it, these people, YOU, do not know what journeys and downfalls I have encountered. So who are you to judge me? I live to make myself content and sometimes make those close to me happy. I need to do what makes me smile and gives me bliss. I wan't to be able to wear what I want without eyes burning holes in the back of my neck. I WAN'T TO BE FREE. Let go of all my insecurities and live a completely careless life.